If you map out your future, make sure to highlight the path you plan to take.

I have a meeting with my advisor that conflicts with my doctors appointment at Chapel Hill tomorrow... great. I'm canceling my doctors appointment, because whether it's right or not... I kind of feel my education out weighs my doctors "check up appointment." I guess I'm healthy, other than the fact my eating schedule is tore up, and I started taking my medicine again because my parents begged me, I'm curious to see how my blood work would of looked...

Today, I did a lot of day dreaming... It actually progress worst as the day continued. This morning I got up early for my English class at 8 am. and had no problem doing my research paper, now I'm skipping between myspace, facebook, this and word. I guess my thoughts are a little scattered. A little shocked still that Jon actually loves me and told me he loved me last night, and more so shocked that I feel the exact same way. I guess, I never thought someone would "love" me, I never gave anyone the opportunity to do so. I'm still getting use to telling him over the phone, how I'll do it in person, I have no idea. None the least, I can't wait to see him and everyone else Friday when I head back to Fayettenam.

I'm a little short on money this month, it has me a little worried... but I think I'll be fine, I have 8 more days of work, plus the extra 5 days I volunteered to work before the rent is due. I've been a little sloppy with spending money... I'm stressing myself out to be quite honestly... -sigh-

Life is so boring in Charlotte... I love it... well I love the city, and school and even though I'm always finding something new to keep me entertained; I still feel trapped. I work Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and Monday... and school Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. It's a very boring routine; oddly enough my only day off basically is Wednesday. I really wish I could see Jon more than just the weekends... but it gives me something to look forward to as the week comes to a close. I was extremely happy when he came up here last weekend, it was wonderful to finally have company and soak in someone's presence.

Well, It's cold and winter is rearing it's icy hands around the corner. I'm done writing... not really, I actually have to write this argumentative paper on the unfairness of the SAT... I'm about to make some hot cocoa, and hope it give my brain a boost.

Good night.